oh boy what happened now?

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 18:09:00 GMT

hey guys, i made a new journal tired_idol

its just ganna be for fucking around for now but ill get to meaningfull entries soon enough

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 02:49:07 GMT

tonight i went to playland, with like 5 other people, it was pretty funn.

i listened to Fall Out Boy's album Take This To Your Grave like 4 times today when i was in the city

i smell like cigarette smoke... which sucks for those of you who dont know that i dont like cigs

im ganna start my own clothing line with online buddy #1, which is ganna be AWESOME

and now its almost time for bed....

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 02:32:47 GMT

Donnie Darko is the shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit

tired like whoa

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 18:43:31 GMT

yeaoooo, slept over grahams again, fun fun times

lee owes me 10 dollars

coman brau, brau coman, for real brau, seriously brau coman brau

errr, thats all later guys

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 17:48:52 GMT

WORKOUT.
wake up at 12:30 (slow pace)
shower (very slow pace)
walk to the basement (medium pace)
update (typing takes to much energy)

damn am i tired

ps. if anybody wants to sponser me and my workout routine please send as much money as possible

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 02:01:36 GMT

theres some stuff i could update about the past couple days...ill give it my best..kinda

uhm. field
sleep
job hunt
movies

yea thats it, later

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 00:15:00 GMT

lauras back!! i spent the day with her and pete, drove around alot and went to random stores-thanks for the mag and the wax

i need something to do with my hair, i have absolutely no clue what to do with it, and its pissing me off

i need to go out tonight, and just let loose

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:33:18 GMT

yes this is me updating

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:57:41 GMT

well tonight im staying in, which gives me time to update, since that has not happened in a while

ive been doin alot of nothing lately but having fun doing it.

i have probably only spent like 10 hours awake in my house over the past week and a half, which is awesome since it is summer

ive been getting into a bad habit, and it needs to chill for a while, or just in moderation

i learned "maybe ill catch fire" on guitar today, im talking about the whole cd, i know every single song on the entire record, im amazing

i really only do know mybe ill catch fire the song tho, sorry guys

i got the best idea for a senior prank, ahahh

on a sadder note, i broke my glasses, =( not cool

on a happier note, im dying my hair, but, not sure what yet, but i know im doing it

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 22:09:03 GMT

dear, live journal users

i used to update my journal, but recently i havent ... ok bye.

-jp molina

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 03:31:52 GMT

another boring day... ill finish this update later

sorry i had to steal that from you vanessa

katie- congrates on the job

pete- fucked your knees up man

laura- cant wait

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 14:22:53 GMT

i cant fucking stand my mom anymore, i just cant stand her

she mocks me when i try to show her emotion, she doesnt believe a word i ever say, and she doesnt tell me when shes scheduled shit for me, she thinks she konwsme better then i do, which is the biggest load ever

i cant fucking stand my mom anymore, i just cant stand her

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 04:58:56 GMT

make 'em say UUHGGG UUHGGG na-na-na-na

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 04:44:26 GMT

I AM A SENIOR...

yeah had to get that out,

tonight i went to a show and i got to rock out to the tunes of northshot playing "thoughts" on stage

went to the field, it was good times,

I AM A SENIOR

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 02:58:12 GMT

there is absolutley nobody that i fully confide in,
nobody knows my real story, or how i really am,
it doesnt matter what people tell me, im just not comfortable letting people in.
in a way im screwed, but in a way, at least i dont complicate things
but within myself there are so many different ways of looking at things, im so complex thats it really confuses me, most of the time i dont even know what to think because my mind is so...everywhere.
i just feel scatterd and, once again. alone

this shit sucks man. yea im done, later

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 16:24:50 GMT

damn, i need somehign close to a life right now... which i do not have

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 02:24:40 GMT

bryce is the man,

spot comics kick ass,

and im to bored for my liking...

whaaaaaaaaat?!?!?

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 23:13:52 GMT

GOODBYE FOREVER
(alkaline trio)

what ALKALINE TRIO song are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

what?!

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 03:42:21 GMT

today was so chill, it was crazy

ok so i wake up and strap on my headphones and skate to school, kill two hours day dreaming and sitting around in a class- after class i strapped up again and skated home/got a ride home from dana,

after a while at being at home i went to tunos and listened to nazi music (keep in minid i am not a nazi, it was just entertaining) and i saw the beheading iraqi thing, it was fuckn gross

so i leave tunos and chris comes over to watch slc punk he leaves i go to physical therapy, it sucks, i come back and drive around

so me and pete go to best buy and walk around for a while to find something, they dont have it sooooooo we go to toys r us and its there, but we dont buy it, sooooooo we go to borders and i see this girl that i know but i forgot her name, but we ended up exchanging phone numbers and yea,

went to kims chilled with her lee brian stados (sp*) and baily and we just chilled in the backyard, brian and his friends did most of the talking but it was still fun

and i saw a fuckn pipe/bong it was so sick i almost shat my pants

if theres a star looking thing that moves across the sky but its definetly not a shooting star b/c it didnt fade and it was to high for a plane , then what is it? i thought it was a satellite but i dunno

say what the what to what the popcorn

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 14:46:59 GMT

maybe ill catch fire, something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my head, all that evil shits not hard to find , i guess i only claim to be nice

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 01:30:36 GMT

KIM I'LL MISS YOU EVEN THOUGH WE NEVER MET. thank you Vanessa for teaching me how to do this, so now i can anoyyyyy everybody... this brings new life to updating. i wish i was derek grant

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 00:55:11 GMT

updates seem pointless right now, because every ones said everything i wanted to, im to lazy to type things with emotion. i just cant find anything worth writing about, sorry guys

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 01:56:35 GMT

im maaaaaaaad bored

math is a bitch
aj found me a cool college to check out
andrew WK is a pretty cool guy, although his music sucks
im in desperate need of comic relief

and yes im fine, im just... something

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 22:53:30 GMT

"Maybe I'll Catch Fire"
this house is full of ears, but i can't talk to anyone. they've heard this one a thousand times. most exciting thing i do, hang half way out a third floor window, maybe throw lit cigarettes down. and maybe i'll catch fire. something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit's not hard to find. i guess i only claim to be nice. this house is full of eyes, but i can't look at anyone. they've seen this face a thousand times. most relaxing thing i do, hang half way out a third floor window, and look at rocks if i fall out. and maybe i'll fall hard. something tough to break me, something sharp to rip into my insides and bleed out all that pain. sorry i don't even know your name. i guess for me it's easy this way. maybe i'll catch fire. something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit's not hard to find. i guess i only claim to be nice.

thats exactly how i feel right now

some one tell me how the northshot show went?

damn my posts are so pointless all the time..

thank you sarah for finding the lyrics for me cuz im way to lazy for that shit

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 19:47:34 GMT

im rather bored

i saw miracle which was a really good movie, yes it was

pointless entry , later